Will You Be There?

 

      I’d always wonder who would be there IF I died at an early age. I know my family would be there, my close friends, my church mates/church members.

     But would you be there? People whom I came to know THROUGH the internet. Bloggers, twitterers, plurkers, would you be there? Would you even know if I died? I doubt that.

      I’ve got some bad press from y’all. Cause I said things that were ‘’undesirable’’ to y’all? BUT, that’s a long time ago right? Right? Have you forgiven me? WOULD YOU BE THERE? At my funeral.

      I know Kennysia.com would get a streetload of people. But would you? Cause heck, you don’t know me, and heck, I might never have seen you in real life!

      But it sure is nice if you’d attend my funeral. NO I AM NOT DYING SOON, sorry to disappoint you.

      This really makes me ponder lo. If a blogger/twitterer you knew died, and you’ve only met the person once or twice IN REAL LIFE, would you be there?

      If you knew I died, would you be at my funeral?

HGC Youth Christmas 09’

      Now before I start, I would like to state a few points.

1.

Fuyoh. This was my outfit as emcee for that night (guitar not included la duh!)

2. Yes, yes I know I know I have been awfully LAZY and bumming around. Not to mention the endless emo(ROMANTIC LA) stories I’ve been coming up with (more to come) =X.

3. This year’s Youth Christmas is by far the MOST AMBITIOUS AND BIGGEST one so far. I mean this time, we really made it big. BIG i tell you.

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So let’s start by telling pictures with narrations shall we.

Oh by the way

cool right? LOL

This is the theme this year. 146 stands for John 14:6. LOOK IT UP PEOPLE!

We have 3 segments. Upstairs first, then downstairs, then upstairs, again.

Upstairs number 1 is where or the mini games, games, and tidbits and appetizers are served.

UPSTAIRS

Upon entry, you’ll be greeted by these 4 upon registration. (the 2 in the middle are my cousins)

the emcees for the night, Joann and yours truly.

Here, we have

Tidbits

 
Drinking games (carbonated WATER only)

more games (you have no idea how long these two took)

and of course

more of me. WUAHAHAHAHAHA.

then its downstairs time.

DOWNSTAIRS

Here is where we have our Praise and Worship Session, Sketch and Speaker.

and of course

more of me. WAHAHAHAHAHA (and Joann also la)

Nick on the piano during the Praise and Worship session.

the Worship Team

 
Scenes from the sketch

and boy, was I really busy that night.

UPSTAIRS. AGAIN.

This is where after it all ends, everyone proceeded here for the refreshments and time of bonding.

they prepared the food

people enjoying themselves.

the Drama Team photo-taking session

you can see how tired we were. (ignore the butt at the left please)

I’m just glad we did a good job.

at Downstairs with the UV lighting.

they were my biggest surprise that night (besides my cousin in pink). They travelled far. Without informing me of their attendance. LOL!

it was fun working with these people.

Tired, but we still squeezed the ounce of smiles left.

we all worked very hard on this. Kudos to the decoration duo Wai Kin and William.

so we shall all
 
say “CHEERS!” LOL!!!

 

Overall, I am proud being a part of this. Saying this almost made me shed a tear. lol!

“THANK YOU, GOOD NIGHT! AND MERRY CHRISTMAS!”
*Bows and exits*

When You Held My Hand

I often think holding the hand of that someone is so………. magical.

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      We were walking, shivering in the cold wind. Yet your company was warm. Every words exchanged with you, keeps a fire burning inside of me. You fuel me.

     We walked. Side by side.Occasionally we bumped into each other out of playfulness. It was nice. I’m truly myself when I’m around you.

     It was very cold, who knew the wind would blow so hard that night.

     And then, our hands met.

     I took hold of your hand. They were small, nevertheless, warm.

     Our fingers interlock. That bind, so strong. I don’t ever want to let your hand go. You squeezed lightly. I squeezed back. Suddenly, the cold weather isn't so cold anymore.

    Hand in hand we walked around aimlessly. But with your hand in mine, we’re not lost. We had nowhere to got, yet, we are going somewhere. On an adventure? Perhaps. Every moment with you feels like an adventure.

     We walked around. Found a nice cosy cafe. We just sat at the sofa next to each other. We sipped hot chocolate, it was fantastic. But it was even better, when our hand is still intertwined.

     Your hand in mine. My hand……..in yours. We looked into each other’s eyes. And smiled.

     My hands, forever yours.

Fuuuyoooo. FEARLESS!

Yeap, I got it
 
Courtesy of Universal Music

The thing is, I kinda downloaded the whole album already. LOL!!

Perhaps I’ll give it away as a Christmas Present?

Iron Man 2!

IT IS COMING!!!

and check out War Machine!! SO COOL!!!

Its a bummer that we have to wait till May 7th 2010 for the release. ARGH!!

I'll Never Ask for Anyone but You

Ever felt so sure you found that someone? I do.

 

 

How to get someone better when I had the best? Or rather, lost the best.

 

 

 

This is insane, emo at 4am in the morning.

Perfect Christmas Morning

Note: This just popped out of my mind.That’s all.

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      My conscience stirs from its deep slumber. Dreamt of you. As always.

      I could see daylight through my eyelids. Its the holidays, so no reason to wake up just yet. Times like these makes me ought to want to stay in bed longer.

      In bed. Longer. With you.

     I felt your warmth of your body. Still motionless. My hands are around your body frame, the smell of your hair that kept me going. You’re here.

     I peek through my eyelids. You lay with my arms around you. I feel as though you’re at the center. The center or my world.

     I lay there motionless. Using my senses, I take in every essence of you and embedding it deep within my being. The sight of your peaceful sleep, the smell of your hair, the touch of your hand on my chest, the sound of your slow breathing. You’re so close to me.

     As you lay, your head is spot on my chest. My heartbeat, every pulse so far, has led me to this very moment. My heart, is yours. It beats for you.

      I just lay there, motionless. Cherishing each second of this fragile morning. My love, you’re here. That’s all I need. Among the white sheets of bed, I lay there, breathing you in. You filled a cavity in my heart. You signify a missing piece of my heart. You fixed me.

      Then, you stir. Still feeling blur, you looked and you noticed me staring at you.

      “Merry Christmas”, you said.

      I planted a kiss on your forehead. You blushed and gave me the sweet smile that I fell in love with.

      “Love you’’, I said to you.

      ‘’I love you too’’, you replied.

      Those 3 words from you. That’s all I needed to hear in my life. I don’t need fancy gifts for Christmas.

     You are that gift.You’re all I ever wanted.

     Then, we just lie there for the rest of the morning. Cherishing every second of it as we just lay there in silence.

     You’re all I want.