With Flames of Fury

 

       Anger grips him. The burning resentment, the choking fury, then finally……the explosive rage that filled him, consumed him, blinded him…… Released him.

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       Aaaaaand that pretty much sums up SOME of the things that’s pretty much going through on my mind? Sounds disturbing, I know….

But hey, I’m alright. I think. Maybe.

Oh God help?

        Anywayssssssss, on a lighter note ( trying hard to sound cheery?)….CHRISTMAS IS COMING!

Jingle bells, Batman smells, Robin laid an egg…Batmobile lost it’s whe……..

 

 

 

You’re not singing with me aren’t ya?

 

 

 

       SOOOOOOO, awkward moments aside….I have A LOT OF STUFF that’s been circling around in my encephalon (that’s the brain….I think). Christmas isn’t MAINLY a time of RECEIVING gifts you see…..more of the GIVING part. And that’s the part that I have BIG PROBLEMS with.

        You see…..I’m bad at giving. It’s not that I DON’T WANT…..more like….I can’t? I’ve been brought to only give when there is an excess AFTER I have kept and save some for myself….geddit?

        Cause you see, I have barely enough for myself ( or at least that’s how I think)….so therefore I always find it difficult to give stuff…get what I mean?

        Like my mum would always say,”sendiri also not enough, give what la?” or roughly translated as…..”we’re not privileged to GIVE” 

        And oh gosh, Christmas in Moscow is superbly expensive. C’mon, what am I gonna get you in return if you bought me something in Moscow?? FYI, everything is expensive in Moscow….by my standards. By my standards I’m talking about my financial status. Panyatna? Da panyatna. Maladests.

        So, Christmas this is gonna be a wee bit hard for me, being so far away from Malaysia, away from the church peeps whom I’m too used to celebrating Christmas with.

Money, thou art always eluding my grasps. Sien.

 

 

 

SO QUESTION OF THE DAY:

What are you GIVING AWAY this Christmas?

      So leave a comment below and happy holidays….ho. ho. ho……….

HO